이런걸 무슨 생각으로 시작했었고 무슨생각으로 외면했던걸까.
바로 엊그제 같은데 아련함이 있네.
So I started going hocus bogus and stopped getting picked on. Sometimes I got together with some mates at the Cafe de la Gare. There was a plumber, an accountant, and a civil servant. Obviously thery weren’t plumber, accountant, or civil servants. They’re all together something else. But nobody notices, because they fake it, they go hocus bogus eight hours a day, and so they’re left in peace. They live inside in hiding and only come out at night in dreams and nightmares. -Hocus Bogus by Romain Gary as Emil Ajar